Crying my soul out for you
Like I never knew you,
I’m trying to do this every day
And forget you pushed me away.

I’ve told you that “I’ll be strong”
I’ve told you “Plz don’t get me wrong”
I tried to forget that this never happened
But meeting you and loving
Made my heart feel trapped.

I’m looking back in time
I’m trying to see
That meeting you was easier
That my life should be.

“Everything happens for a reason”
I’ve read it somewhere
Sometimes I believe it
Sometimes I swear

That loving you wasn’t easy
Without you I’m not me
Not anymore; I’m just busy
Adoring You, like I Adore Me.

Here is me, again and again
Trying to get you
But I don’t pretend
Anything from this love

That never consumed itself
I want everything from above
A love I can’t pretend,
That is happy and free
As life in general should be.

Everything I wrote it here
Means I have a twisted mind,
But try to understand me
I’m just going blind.

Blinded by a love
That should never happened
Blinded by my thoughts
That are always trapped.


In time, in space
Inside my own voice
In love in general
And I have no choice

Beside loving you, like I love me
Beside this love I see
My heart smashed in pieces
Like you did to me ( and you don’t know it).

So here I, am in the corner,
Crying my soul out for you
Cause nothing you’ve said was true
And you still believe you’re the owner?

And I’m still crying…