So here is my message for tonight.
I’m not sure what to say. I might…
should or could wait for sun light
so I don’t have to put up a fight,
- with myself, inner thoughts and truth.

I wish I could tell you, but it’s not easy.
Even when we stood out freezing.
Thinking of you makes me dizzy.
I know I take time. Hopefully you are not busy.
-Because that’s the way I am: slow, careful, deep.

I like spending time with you.
Everything you say and do,
makes me feel like I’m there too,
being part of something new:
- your life , paradise, piece of heaven.

I don’t know how you do it and what you do,
You make me live as I always wanted to.
You make my dreams come true.
You help me with life, to go through.
- to live it , to love it, to cherish it.



17.01.2006