I am scared and crying
I am down and full of sorrow
I’m hurt and my heart is ash
The Shadow of Me awake

In dark corners of my mind
Along with other daemons
In muddy swamps of thoughts
And in forgotten fears
She lurked.

Patiently, she waited
For a moment that she knew will come
Waiting for my life’s sky
To grow dark again.

Oh Shadow where did I go wrong
Why did you have to wake up
And haunt and burn my heart
And torn my feelings apart.

Oh you Shadow, please let me die
Please drown me in a pool of oblivion
Take my soul 6 feet under the filthy mud
And cage it in a forgotten dungeon.

Make it numb so I cannot feel
Make it cold ice so it cannot melt
Make it black so I cannot have passion
Make it rotten so it cannot live.

Hurt my feelings with ugly words
Make me cry with tears of blood
Mock me and hysterically laugh
Hurt me.

Kill my red and fiery passion
Torment me with twisted thoughts
Unleash the daemons under your wing
Kill me.

I’ll die in a swamp of doubts
My death will be long and cruel
The claws of you Shadow
Will join me in my hell
I’m dead.