Today I finished reading “Hamlet” and that old English kind of grew on me, therefore some phrases might make no sense…still. Had my eyes shed no tears, I would my heart call insensitive. Went through a situation a former friend encountered a few months ago. Although I was not aware of all the details, I could see it in that soul’s eyes. Further on, may I say someone stares at life as I once did, for about 6 months~ sigh~. The only difference: the person involved now desires something more out of friendship, whereas I dreamt for it to “remain” and not disappear. Failed my purpose to achieve, tried till I could no longer cry. Silent words have we not spoken, flying time, perplexed heart…. Yeah… indeed…~thinking~ It’s the way it should be, better off without.

At present time… I beseech you, my true friends: never you hide the truth, say it as loud and clear as possible. I shall never mind, never did, promise. No, no , no, I’m flying away on that lost island, go there I refuse. Enclose the past … serene memories which my mind have left, and now they stand to be known once again through pictures.

Have I not said an ultimate word or does my mind play tricks on me? No, I haven’t…. ( “you should have never changed so much”) Farewell to you, my old friend, may your dreams come true, candle light forever….. Goodbye.

Saturday, 18 November 2006

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