I wonder ...
if I miss you in this silent and painful
way,
if I do not trust the way you love me
do I love you ?
I wonder.....

if your caresses and your kisses are your
proof of loving me
why do you keep touching her and her and
yes, her .....

and if you cannot stay away from me
how come you give'em all your time for free?
and all your nights, just let them be !

and if I always turn to you,
and if you always keep coming back to me
I wonder...

is that a way of loving you or just a way
of hating me?